Bubbling, hysterical, tear stained mess...

I need to write, but Im not sure how I feel.
2 minutes ago I said goodbye to my Dad. He is moving to Estonia (not your average place to move to...). Its strange because I was brought up by my Dad, just him and I. For the past couple of years I have really been able to be myself with him. Tell him how I feel about life and how fucked up it can be. He is a wonderful eccentric man and has never really grown up and it hasnt been until now or at least the past couple of years that I have learned to accept that MY dad is like this and I love him for it.
He deserves to be happy in his new life, he hasnt had it the easiest for a while, we never had it easy. I just hope he gets what he deserves in the end. What everyone does, they deserve to be happy.

This is fucked up, I need a joint.

(and I dont need this on a god damn hangover!)