Monday, January 30, 2006

Fairy Lights






Karaoke

Decorating the cat

Bumping into first loves father and one again reminding me that I should have been his daughter in law and still calls his new girlfriends 'Claire'

Walks along the river

Pointing at the ugly turkeys

Finding hidden ciggys in 11 year old sister room. Claims its being hidden for a friends big sister. Confiscated and told her I will kick her ass if I find any more. Hypocrite.

Given dad's very dodgy tartan jacket which he wore for years on his football trips abroad. Fantastic sentimental value.

Trying not to think too much about that beautiful pile of bricks that I will never set foot in again.

Please find random pictures and ones I couldnt be arsed turning round - just move your head:

My little sister, dad and I beside the river Tweed on the estate where my dads house was.

My dad beside the 'sold' sign that has been there for around 3 years - sporting the 'homeless' look.

Our cat Oudi. A manky loveable cat. Pedgeree persion (sp!) from a rescue centre. Playing it cool with his new bling.

And the bridge that seperates Scotland from England over the river Tweed. Many memories from the summer hut at the top of the walk. Underage drinking. Stolen minatures, porn magazines and kappa tracksuit bottoms.

Friday, January 27, 2006

Orange juice

I sensibly pushed him to the back of my mind.
But another random lunch time phone call at work strangely made me smile.
hmmmm...?

Away to lend moral and physical support to the father this weekend.
Bag packed with card making stuff. I need something to entertain the 11 year old thats unimpressed with everything in this world. But hey isnt that just the same with all 11 year olds?
The fimo went down a treat so here's hoping glue, cards, sequins, buttons and all things crafty keep the sister amused.

Here's hoping. Found out my younger cousin just moved back to the sticks to take over the lease of a pub we used to drink under age in. Get out of there girl. Ah we are like chalk and cheese.

Thursday, January 26, 2006

I dont do broody

Caught up with Fi tonight. Saw her new pad. Big garden. Happy lady.
Read the same book 5 times to her children 'The fat cat......

'Read it again! 'Read it again!'

Small children just home in on childless individuals. Ah this sucker will read to me for hours....fool.
Hair beautifuly styled by 2 year old Anna and cuddled into by Lewis. Bless.

And there is a third one due in March. Woman, just stop now.
She is a pain junkie.She loves giving birth but hates being pregnant. I can find many other ways of causing pain without the result being a child...

Monday, January 23, 2006

Sugar Sugar

After munching through half a bar of dairy milk bubbly styleee ,I have come to the conclusion that this is simply a flat wispa.
Also the fact that the following is a very nice song.

Song ~ Break the night with colour
Artist ~ Richard Ashcroft

Saturday, January 21, 2006

Audial Pleasure #6

Song ~ Helter Skelter
Artist ~ The Beatles

While making home made pizza dough

Thursday, January 19, 2006

Bob Dylan made me do it...

I realised why Im so pissed off. I'm not doing anything.
I'm not doing anything for me.
Need to create. Need to make something

I'm going to the cloth shop at the weekend.

Its a date x

Ooops

So close yet so far in regards to Burning Man tickets. I managed to get on to the ticket page and its all going tits up. Im refrshing and refreshing and then Im refreshing some more. Ah I may have to try in a few hours. No point in getting pissed off. I will get a ticket and its only as fast as the servers can handle it.

Strange day of sending suggestive txt messages to a certain somones mother, unaware that she had the phone rather than the desired recipient and sneeky lunch time phone calls.

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Family



awww..Just found this pic.

My little sis and I at the torch light precession in August back home

Get yourself a snack...

What a fucking day. Before 9am this morning the following events happened:

Woke up late. I need sleeeeeeep!

Bastard Council digging up the road = even more late for work on a day I have to be in at a decent time.

Losing fav hat on the bus. Running back to bus carrying too many folders and laptop for it to then see it pull away.

Walk through door, boss kicking off about missing DVD that he needs like now.

Trying to get files from lap top to desk top. Not happening.

Need the files NOW.

More demands from the employer.

Shoe breaks.

9:20 am first coffee.

Chill Winston.

Up to the Castle. Doing our thing with the newbies.

Back to work to find Boss still in foul mood. Worked through lunch to meet demands.

Just a wee rant about a bad day. A day that was a stereoptypical Monday.

But the weekend...

3 hour train journey spent writting to a friend. Enjoyable but really should have been working. Fuck it.

Meeting crazy cider fulled Glasweigans on the train going to the same union conference. Woohoo freinds. And freinds who smoke. Woohoo. Shared taxi ride to rather nice hotel on the outskirts of York.

Check in. Nice, family room of 2 queen side bed pushed together and a single all for me as my rommie (who I never knew) didnt pitch up.

Straight to the bar. Ouch! £2.95 a pint.

So many different people but with a strong common bond.

Bar prices was taking its toll so a few of us wander down a random road.

Claire: 2 pints of lager please.
Bar Maid: £2.98 love.

Oh dear. This is going to get messy. he he he he!

4 hours in ran random pub, not recognising any brand of alcohol.

Then it came conscious to me that I wasnt sitting with everyone else. I had spent 4 hours chatting to one person.

Throwing out time and we all stroll back to the pub to find it all still jumping in the hotel bar which was mercifully still open.

Demanding umbrealls in my pint and to pick the colour out the box. I'm a woman who knows what she wants.

Illuminati discossions, tattoos, nesting,music.

Wake up pretty rough. Hello Mr nesting partner. Nice tattoo.

A day of many fragile people constantly drinking water. fantastic talks and workshops.

Helen, Chris and me taking lunch to bed. 50 minutes break can be spent in bed.

Having to write in the afternoon was a task but all was good.

Back to bed between the couple of hour break before dinner.

Not much sleeping going on. Dart commentator impressions, being damn right silly, making bed tents and acting like childish teenagers.

Missing Cuban solidarity speakers, Bad Claire.

The cause is justified.

Get out of bed and sneak down to dinner.

Dinner and crazy Cuban band.

The randomness continued.

Finding brilliant new contacts.

Meeting a lovely lady called Helen. A crazy gothic chick that lives in a garden shed.

Discussing future plans for the union on a faultless journey home with new found activists.

What a fantastic oppertunity to meet all these new people.
To put forward out views. Produce our charter that we will put into motions for our National Conference. Im not going to do the union rant. But a quick low down in my envolvement is like this:
Joined very unactive Union (PCS) when I started.
Didnt have any committee members.
No Branch executive committee and we are a National branch, thats alot of people not being spoken for.
None of the unions were.
Brilliant Shauna who sits opposite me was up for starting something. So we created a BEC.
Got our first newsletter out in 3 months.
Wrote my wee piece about the young member aspect of it (under 27) Saying we need young blood.
Nicely titled 'Keeping it Unreal - Claire Aitken'
Got it whipped out there. Not easy as we are spread out all over Scotland.
And now we are planning our AGM.
Its nice to be part of it all.

Dont know why I have ranted on today. Maybe I just needed it. Its been a funny weekend. Its jump started alot of thoughts.

Weird.


Song ~ Cast No Shadow
Artist ~ Oasis


Friday, January 13, 2006

Chicken

So Im off to a conference this weekend in York. First national get together for all the young member representatives (under 27's) in my trade union. Nice all expenses paid and the hotel doesnt look too shabby.
Have some solidarity speakers and some kind of 'fiesta' on Saturday night.
Please be cool people. I cant be arsed wasting my weekend if the conference turns out to be crap and the people are equally as bad.
First set of friends will be the nicotine junkies.

Eugh Im so busy I do actaully have to do some work on the train down there.

Lost my pen drive. Need it.

I'm shattered. My work is getting every pennies worth out of me.

Need a tailors dummy.

Why hasn't Jenni's birthday present arrived.

I need a whole need wardrobe. Nothing fits. Eat more or buy new clothes. Have to get Gav round to be photographer and get selling shit on ebay.

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Aint that nice...

I like my colleagues.

JP brought in a video of Malcolm in the Middle for me today. The Burning Man episode. How nice he thought of me and taped it.

I dont however have a TV nor video to play it on. Thats easily sorted though.

Monday, January 09, 2006

Audial Pleasure #5

Song ~ Pushin' on
Artist ~ The Herbaliser

Steak Soup

My moods have been so fucking manic lately.

Im blaming it on the moon.

Up down, up down, fucking back up there and down I fall.

But at this moment on a cold Sunday night Im quite content. Why? I dunno? Is it because I found a nice jumper in the sale? I have nothing in my laundry basket and about to embark on the satisfying task or doing all my ironing? Or is this once again a cruel reminder that I need to get a life? Widen the social circle? Tell me something I dont know.

Erm know any good neurosurgens? Im currently on the hunt for one. Crazy father needs a new back with money to spend.

Will he send some financial fortune my way? There has been discusions but taking this money has some moral thoughts attatched to it.

But ah the posibilities. A second chance. A new beginning. The freedom. The fucking freedom.

Nice. I have 6 hours of journey time to kill next weekend. I have a letter to write. Some thoughts and ideas to pencil down for the burn. Remember to ask Vic for the works laptop.

Right Im going to pick a film and do the ironing. Gotta pee first though.

Saturday, January 07, 2006

The times they are a changing...


I'm happy, worried, excited and nervous.

My dad has just sold his house. There is a long complex story behind this one. So I will leave it at that.

Blood, sweat and tears went into this building.

Love you Dad. You will get through this. We always do.

Friday, January 06, 2006

Audial Pleasure #4

Song ~ Breathe
Artist ~ Telepopmuisk

Possibly over played on late night music channels but its still blissfully mesmerizing...

Oh happy day!

This year I was on the ball.....

Return flight to San Fran...£300

WOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING HOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

Im so fucking relieved. Because if the truth be told. If I couldnt get these cheap flights through mum I really would be shafting myself putting anymore money on my visa's.

So thats me booked up. Sargent Pepper will be at the Burn. Got Dougaldutch in on the deal as well. Wish I could have done it for all my UK Burner chums but its like 200,000 airmiles each way or something silly like that and mum simply didnt have enough to cash in.

Im now away to get drunk.

Thursday, January 05, 2006

Audial Pleasure #3

Song ~ Superstylin'
Artist ~ Groove Armada

Its escaped from that vast space in my mind that is music.

She said, She said


Thats the silly season over and done with.

Hogmanay wasn't too bad. Fucking cold. Got wet feet. The garden party was alright. Some substance abuse helped. I think I would have moaned more or even left if my mates hadn't bought me the ticket. Middle of the road bands playing. But a wee dance was done,kisses were exchanged and some mighty fine fireworks. Was confused when random man presented a case of beer and offering me one to then demand £2.50. Swiftly plonked back to hear him muttering 'You didnt think it was free did you?! But to be honest it would have been a fantastic night if one person had not spoilt it for everyone. A recommended friend(?) with an accent that just fucking got to you. Nippy,loud and Australian. Nothing against Australians. Just this particular one. Shared a room with her for 2 weeks. Was so wasted by 10pm that by 12:15 she was sleeping in the arms of Batman wearing a kilt. After calling us boring,being abusive (the c word has its place) and stumbling about being an annoyance to everyone in a 5 metre radiance I really had just had enough.
Now anyone who knows me, Im pretty fucking laid back. I'll chat away to you. Mostly nervous pish and have a good old giggle along the way. But I was going to hit her. The vibe was felt amongst the group and someone was advised to take her for a walk before I did resort to violence.
In the end she had to be carried home. After being sick and making an arse of herself. But I could bite my tongue no more when while I helped her along the road and she still spewed abuse. I was as subtle as a brick. She was out of fucking order. Us 'boring cunts' were now carrying her home,a taxi ride home which if anyone knows is just unknown of at 12:20am at New Years (Banjo's dad, we all love you!),a fucking warm bed (which she was supposed to be sharing with me - slept on the chair instead) and fed and watered for the night.

No apologies in the morning.

Not met anyone like that in a while.

But after getting back to Banjo's. Fire.warm socks.Good tunes all was forgotten. Great joy was spent chatting pish and taking the piss.

Serious buffet munch at Banjo's mums.


(Dougaldutch, are you like dead? Pick up your god damn phone you crazy man)

Im cold, I cant be arsed typing anymore. Waste some time at work tomorrow. I get paid for it then...