Human Again?

For the past week I have been obsessed by Daft Punk and Rockness in general. Flashbacks of the randomness:

Encouraging the small Happy Birthday singsong at the back of the campsite canteen tent into a a grand old sing song. Awww but they did thank me.

Overheard phone conversations such as 'Na false alarm its an ice cream van' or 'Can you hear better with your glasses off?'

How does that happen in a porta loo?

Continualy boucning into the Bestival tent over the 2 days, strutted our stuff and exited as glamorus as we entered. Spontaniously kissing girls in there.

Being nice to wasted people & returning wallets full of cash.

Kissing girls.

A shameful conversation which started off me sitting on the lav in a porta loo,smoking and on the phone to Muffin to which then ended me bursting out the loo on the hearing of 'Hey Boy, Hey Girl' and screaming excitidly running down a hill while she was still on the phone.

Chemical brothers closed the first night with a perfect set. Complete with the unexpected song I thought I would never hear live 'Surface to Air'. Happy fucking days.

Jenni rocking it up in the middle of the tent during Daft Punk complete with fur jacket and cowboy hat! Jeeez thats a cosy girl.

Having the smallest 'Speed Bump' of a tent. But still enjoying waking up with the festival spirit.

Hanging out with a cool chick called Mel. Between us we created the weekend of perfect timings! Thanks for the fun sweetheart x

Rockness did steal the Bombay Sapphire and the acid but it did give me a whole load of must needed fun and its taken me into at least 2nd gear in the whole socialising thig.

So I should give a quick lowdown on the whole this years burn plans to 1.get them out my head and 2. confirm certain doubts and anxiety that I have been having.

But there is a whole mass of things to untangle there and to be honest I would rather keep alot of it to myself. With some things you dont have the mental ability to be able to fully communicate your thoughts and feelings and the past 4 months have been one of those.

But the thing I am working on the most will be my new camp. I have turned full circle with The Peoples Tent and will be playing for a few hours on the afternoon before on the Sunday Temple Burn. Which is a big deal to me. I always seem to pick tunes when I'm in a room full of people and no one complains so I suppose I just need to think of it like that! You know me, its a Sunday afternoon and I'm likely to do what I love best....try chill you all out and refresh you for the coming evening. Its weird how I feel about the whole situation as I seem to have gotten some comfort from a wonderful camp who i have not even met yet. So thats surly a positive sign. I'm really looking forward to meeting everyone. Omar, the guy who I have had most contact with is an exceptional gentleman and I'm already in his debt! I was thinking about making some blank contact cards to hand out. Catch up and get those real world contact details of the lovely randoms you had meet all week.

Well I'm going to continue along on my productive Sunday. I have emails to send and name my said event but must get away from this beautiful yet tiring machine before my eyes really do go square. But I was standing with a huge mug of coffee in my kitchen at 7am ready to take on the day...