Get a grip

This week has been a bit fucked up to put it bluntly. I have nothing settled at the moment. Thats includes my life and all the personal possesions which go along with it.
I know why I'm pissed off and its trivial....I went to the shop tonight to finaly get the underwear thats all lover my floor and the bra's that keep tripping me up in the morning off the floor but they were out of stock in el cheapo chest of drawers. You only find that out once you been round the whole fucking shop eh!

Yup its pathetic, I'm a pedantic bitch at times. The whole household has a nest to retire to in the evening apart from me. Told you it was trivial but then again you dont know how much it means to me.

But yeah, I have been thinking alot recently. Almost too much. It has to be stopped when every conclusion to your thoughts turns out to be something bad.

You look for the positives and then you realise maybe you are just clutching at straws. Family issues are ever growing and no one really understands the whole deal.

I really do hope that this is a passing phase. Maybe its because father is in the country. I'm not moping about, my mind just weighs heavy.